Seasons come and seasons go, and in doing so, everything that once was cold, bleak and desperate, in time, becomes clear, vibrant and alive again.  And such has been the case for me.  Over the last year, my heart has healed, my energy has rebounded and I have come into new space and time.  Unfortunately, this means my writing has stalled too.  *Insert shoulder shrug* You see… without the ammunition of pain spurring me along, I must admit… I’m not as motivated to express myself in this way these days.  Quite honestly living feels just too doggone good.

The truth is, mine has always been the kind of writing that comes from within the cavernous places of my heart so once I’ve climbed and dug my way out of life’s valleys, basking in the pure sunshine of it all just feels so good it’s easy to abandon this part of myself.

Lately though, I’ve come to realize the beauty in trying my best to write from a place of peace, happiness and contentment.  What version of myself will I find amongst the words and phrases that spill out so easily in dark seasons?  What new light can I shed on myself and what new inspiration can take flight within me if I challenge myself to lean into this light?

I’m up for the task and I’m welcoming this new year of life with this “attitude of gratitude”.  And I think, no less believe, that with this platitude I will let my pen play for awhile, exploring this new space and finding new voice.

Frolicking freely through new feelings and new thoughts, I’m excited to discover myself in this way. A brightness and newness in me, that albeit refreshing and welcomed, quite honestly is unknown.  It’s been years since I’ve rebirthed in this way.  I’m grateful it was my time.



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Let Hope Flow

  If I could put into words how I’m feeling these days the only word that would even come close would be well … Happy.  Unadulterated contentment.  When I think back over the last few years to say they were difficult would be an understatement. They were some of the toughest of my life.  But […]

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Strength When You Need It Most

One of the things I am most grateful for is having had a father who was present in my life as a child and as an adult.  While I don’t know if I realized the significance of this while he was alive, for 33 years I was poured into tremendously and graced with his wisdom […]

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Let Go of the Battle

This morning, I finished day three of a mediation app I downloaded last week to help me center and calm my thoughts.  I discovered this little gem last week in the Bahamas where I ran away to escape the madness of my crazy life.  I am fortunate because not only do I have supportive co-workers […]

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Love Abounds

When my husband told me he no longer wanted to be married and was leaving me after seven years with little explanation, to say I was heartbroken would be an understatement.  I was devastated to my core.  I was shocked and traumatized.  By far, it was my life’s greatest tragedy.  I could not, despite my best […]

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Praying with Kyla

Over the past few months, I’ve gotten the chance to spend a lot of great quality time with my niece.  She’s your typical bright, vibrant, inquisitive and innocent six-year old girl.  She revels in her own beauty and knows how rare and precious she is.  She’s a princess after all. I marvel at her ability to […]

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